Sunday, June 6, 2010

still here

...in ICU that is. I don't even know where to start and I do feel bad for saying that I'm to tired, sad and frustrated to get in to the details...but I will soon...I just wanted you to know that we are still in ICU, that Kyle is stable and he is so brave and so strong. Nothing is going the way it was supposed to....it seems like something else goes wrong every day....it's hard to not get sad and discouraged....one of Kyle's nurses said to me today.....it's amazing your not bitter.....My response was one that I truly feel...how can we be bitter, we are still fighting, we are the lucky ones.

XO
Kate

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh, Kate!!

You must be so spent, so weary! You are easily the mist amazing Mommy - the entire St. Clair clan is so incredibly remarkable for their love, strength, resilience.

Please, please let everyone do things for you: taking care of the kids, groceries, the dog, yardwork, errands, get you ANYTHING, ANY TIME. We love all of you so much and wish so dearly that a positive turn comes quickly!!!

Xo
P&D

emcorrow said...

I've always been amazed at your positive spirit with all you have been through with Kyle. It's obviously where he draws such strength...keep the gloves on girl.

That being said I also hope that you are taking breaks enough to get some rest, and please let people help where they can...you have a small army of people at your beck and call.

Hugs and sweet dreams to all of you tonight.

Anonymous said...

Kate:

I admire your strenght as well as Kyle. The good thing is that he is stable. We are praying everynight for you&Kyle Alex, Jack & your husband. Specially Adrian who remembers Kyle everynight.

What else can I say except that I am here & I cant wait till Kyle gets out which I am sure & have faith will be pretty soon. Ilove the pictures of Kyle's kids there is so much love & kindness that you can feel it. I got to go before I cry.

Love

Patty

Anonymous said...

Kate:

I think you Kyle & entire family are so strong. I truly admire your strnght & always no matter what beign positive.

We all specially Adrian keep praying for kyle & all of your family. Please know we are here. He wants to put a bandaid to Kyle hoping he will get better & his bubu will go away. because I told him Kyle had a bubu.


All of you are amazing. Please take care.

Patty

Anonymous said...

Keep that attitude girl! I wish there were things that I could do to take some of the load for you, but all I can do is pray and that's bigger than us both. Blow Kyle a kiss for me! Sending hugs to you all!!

Tracy

Lauren said...

Oh Kate. All our love and hugs your way.

Lauren

MJ said...

I think that you are an amazing person -- so courageous and optimistic! You have such a gift for focusing on what is positive, even as you face such trials. You are an inspiration, as is your brave little boy.
I am praying for all of you.